i thought marriage was a fate worse than death.
i was wrong. i was wrong about so many things,
too many things, and all i can do is pray for forgiveness
and hope that somehow ,somewhere, i can summon strength from the depths of my existense to step firmly onto the path of the right again.
i will do it , for him
...now i will blow out the candle and hope for sleep-like that of the dead-to engulf me quickly.....