why oh why

why did this feeling come ? ruining my friendship ! i started loving him ! goddd !is he the one ? or that is just a bad choice again ? show me the right path . hurm the feeling come unexpected ! the feeling come like a wake up call . its sometimes sweet sometimes hurts ! how can i know that love is sweet n wont hurt me ? this is confusing ! love is rather confusing than mathematic test ! i hate when my boyfriend's friend start liking me and there would be a big stupid fight because of moi ! i feel hopeless as i dont want to hurt anyones' feeling ! please let the love that will guide me to heaven come ! i want a love that will love me when im ugly nor beautiful ! i want him to love only me ! no other girls ! just me ! is there any love as wide as the love that prophet muhammad gave to his wives ? i want one love that will last until heaven ! 'cinta sampai syurga', love comes and goes as people live or die..

alysha rahman xoxoxoxo